It's easy to fall into the victim/aggressor cycle when we think about the oppression of our feminine side. Not only the suppression of our own, personal feminine traits, whether we are men or women, but the physical and often brutal oppression of women and feminine men around the world.

It's easy to fall into rage, anger, frustration, fear and hopelessness when we open our eyes and look around to what is happening all around us.  How we tell our boys to "be men", and not cry, run, laugh, play "like a girl". How we program our girls to be passive, helpless, submissive, beautiful, and compete for the attention of men (which until recently, and in many countries still, is vital to their physical survival and the survival of their children).

The oppression of women did not come about coincidentally, or through the survival of the fittest. It is a program that has been brutally imposed by all of us, on all of us, for thousands of years now. And it's coming to an end.

You are powerful and they don't want you to know it. Who are "they"?

"They" are the individuals who project authority onto themselves, and make the rest of us think we need to hear things from them, get their permission, or pay them dues for living on the planet. Why do we give them all this authority over us? Because we have been taught to from day one to do so. And because if we don't, we are told we will die, or worse, we will suffer.

Now, let's not fall into the victim/aggressor cycle here. "They" exist because we all agree to have them there.  The majority of us find it easier to have someone manage the majority of our lives, tell us what is "real", what is not "real", give us "official information channels", and tell us how to live our lives.

When I first became a public person, a man told me that he did not like that I would look at vibrational lines, situations and events, and simply state what I was seeing with full authority. He suggested I add the words "in my view", or "my opinion is". In other words, he wanted me to step down from my personal authority. Why? Because it threatened him. You see, any of us can be in full control and use our personal authority, but others will see and react to it as they do to "formal" authority, that it is something imposed on them that they have to accept without question.

I have been in personal conversations, and public ones, with a LOT of individuals the past couple of months. And one thing has come very clear: Information Overload.

This Overload is not just about what we see, hear, read and perceive, but it is also energetic data and fields of energy which are very, very intense right now.

The Sun is "hyperactive", our Earth is also going through some very interesting energy fluctuations, in fact the entire Solar System is doing so too.

We, as a species, and as individuals, are picking up on ALL of this. And it manifests as "there is too much information, too much stuff coming in", the desire is to sit in stillness, quietness, and simply have some time to process it all, reach that inner place of balance and quietude where we can relax and breathe easily.

So, what do I mean when I say "Ascension101 Yourself"? And why this Equinox?

March and April 2014 were marked by many intuitives, astrologers and seers as being a really powerful energetic junction.  And, personally speaking, I've felt it in my own life. I've been down with a massive headache since the equinox in March. 

When these things happen, I have a look at not only why they happen, but how they serve. How am I responding? Am I reacting? How is this debilitating condition serving me? Serving something, or someone, else?

What came to mind, is that my personal work here has an expiration date. The request I received to go public was not permanent, it was until 2017.  This is the main reason I accepted it.  And therefore, the likelihood that A) I am being taken out or B) this is the end of the world as we know it, is highly remote, if not impossible.

A seeing by Inelia Benz. The full transcript is below the video:

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If you know me, you know I'm kidding :)

If this is the first time you've heard about me, then walk with me. This is my website and you will find here a place that is not about the end of the world, end of society, or end of sanity but instead a place of empowerment and inspiration... and a lot of sanity actually. None of the "this is it! Next month the [enter your social or global structure here] ends! Or [This is it! this -enter astrological date here - means ascension is here!]... unless it's a stunt to grab your attention :)

In fact, we can guarantee that our species will still be around, and functioning pretty much as it is today, only much saner, for at least another 5000 years. And if we are wrong, we will say we are very sorry and close the website down.

OK, seriously now, here is something that is really and truly happening, this very moment, even as you read these words.  The BS is ending!

BS is coming to an end. Many people, especially those who based their entire careers and fortunes on BS, are being exposed. Inhumane acts, acts of cruelty, unfairness, lies and lack of integrity, are being aired and exposed in public.

And yes, by BS I do mean "bullshit". Although I do like the politically correct interpretation of BS to mean "belief system".  It works either way.

Before I sit down to write an article, what I do is to be silent for a while and tap into linear thought structures.  Thinking linearly is actually quite hard for me, but necessary in order for the article, or message, to make sense and be effective. And be short enough for a person to read in one sitting.

Today I failed miserably to get into linear thought, and the result will be something much longer than my regular articles. What you are about to read originates from various consecutive viewpoints (I managed to pinpoint a few so that I could convey them in words), while looking at one topic.  These viewpoints (the points I managed to bring into thought form, and from which we can look at the topic at hand) don't appear to be related, but they are. Instead of waiting for me to become structured enough to be able to write in a linear fashion, I decided to invite you in on the process itself by requesting your presence during the "gelling" of thoughts as they come into existence in our fractured linear structure reality.

Why is linear structure reality fractured? Because linear thought, human word language, and linear time are "bits" of attention placed one after the other so we can digest them more easily and make sense of what we are experiencing without getting overwhelmed. The moment we separate one whole experience, or seeing, into words, we fracture it. But a sense of it still comes through, and if we are open to it, we can fall into the whole experience of the timeless and structureless reality from where it came.

So this is how the Human Collective Feels Like is the title of this article.  The reason I chose it is because it most accurately explains what I have been perceiving and experiencing the past week.

For reasons known only to Gaia and the universe (mystery always adds interest to our minds), I was given the opportunity to spend a full week in Costa Rica with my daughter Daniela at a 4 Star private club holiday destination.  I would like to thank the indiviudals who made this possible.

With no internet to speak of and an energetic break at a time when I have many projects, tools and other items on the works that will accelerate our collective expansion of awareness, created an environment that I don't often get the opportunity to enter: rest.

The first four days I spent in a strange state of physical discomfort (my body can't take air travel right now), with a massive migraine and extreme exhaustion manifesting as physical lethargy and sleepiness.

Meet Elena of the Healing Hands...

All beaches in Costa Rica are public access beaches. Which means that when you leave the private hotel property and step onto the sand, a dozen or so individuals will descend on you to sell you something. Tours, timeshare, day trips, jewelry, and in our case, massage therapy on the beach.

I have met thousands of healers. And a few of them have touched me with healing intentions. The touch in all but two of these individuals have been extremely painful and energetically uncomfortable. The reason is probably that the majority of healers still use their personal energy, which is full of their unresolved issues, history, structures brought in from hundreds of lifetimes, or a structured energy bundle they have learned as a tool to heal with. This doesn't mean their touch is not effective, it just means that for my physical and energy body it translates to pain.

If my life is in danger, or someone in my environment is in physical or psychological danger from an aggressor, I will defend myself, or them, without question.  But when it comes to defending my integrity, my name, my work, pride, or anything else, I will simply walk away even if affected by it.

Sometimes, I do get affected, there is an emotional charge to being "betrayed" by someone who professed their friendship, for example. Or someone who goes behind my back and speaks against me so that they are liked by others, while pretending to be my friend and supporter.  Or someone who would viciously attack me on the internet (often anonymously of course), in order to feel important, or get some attention, or because my power and influence threatens them. It does upset me sometimes. But instead of reacting to that upsetness, what I do is process it, the disappointment and pain, and continue on my path.

It's hard though. When we receive a negative energy of engagement in the form of insults or attacks it often incurs a cost. This cost is the effect it has on the "small self".

And I DO have a small self.  It's not very influential in my life, but it does affect me at times.  It wasn't always there, but at some point in linear time I created it in order to understand what others are going through in this life.  Most of the suffering, stress, pain, fights, and conflicts we experience are due to the small self in us and/or others.

Take a look at a conflict you are in right now. Step back and see if it has any bearing to your physical survival. If it does not, then it's about the small self.

Abstract from the Love, Sex and Soulmates in the New Paradigm Talks. Edited for publication as an article:

Falling in Love

About our social program of love, and how romantic love affects our lives at an energetic and evolutionary level. Here we will explore how to increase the pros and remove the cons.

There are energies and programs around falling in love and we can see all the positive sides about it, because there are lots of positive sides about this, and we are going to be able to have a look at them and structure them. We can also look at the negative sides around falling in love, and how we can process those, because they are all energy packages, they are all programs.

Even the words, ‘falling in love’,  talk about a fall, “The fall”.

You fall in love.

When you fall in love, the person's awareness field shrinks into a tiny little space, so it’s a falling in awareness, they can’t think of much except the other person, often they can’t eat or sleep very well, they’re in a state of euphoria or fear, depending whether the other person is also in love with them or not, and they can’t really do things very well.

They say ‘love is blind’ too, so there is another saying that really embodies what is happening here.

The person will not see the faults in the other or will quickly forget them or disregard them.

And we also have the honeymoon period, the time, space -it sometimes can last up to two years- that the person doesn’t see the dirty socks on the floor, or doesn’t see the farting or the burping or the constant talking or really that the other person has absolutely nothing in common with them. Because they are in love, so they don’t see anything else, they just see “Oh my gosh! I love this person, this person loves me, I want to be with them all the time, I love their energy, I want to be in their energy”. And all that type of thing, the physical effects of course, apart from not sleeping, can be very much a sense of a physical satisfaction.

Basically when we are in that state there are various programs that kick in, one of them is the thought of, starting a family, and it doesn’t really matter whether you are heterosexual, homosexual, or asexual, everybody will, all of a sudden, if they meet somebody that they want to spend time with, even if there is no sex involved, all of a sudden, lets adopt a child, or they start getting people into the house, or pets. They start getting lots and lots of pets, or even just one pet and it’s “their baby”.
It’s like that, “ok we are safe now, we can start this”, and that’s also a program.

The ONLY reason why we have not been "formally" told by our government that our species is in constant contact with Extraterrestrial and Ultradimensional Aliens is because of POWER.  Power over others, power to do, power to own and sell new technology.  The reasons why Alien species have not made their presence commonly known to the human masses is because of PERSONAL AGENDAS and our own blindness.  There are agendas that benefit them, and our shadow governments, to keep us in the dark. And it's not because most of us plebs would panic and kill ourselves. Nope. It's about us plebs having access to technology, knowledge and awareness that would make each person unstoppable and uncontrollable. And our own blindness, well, we refuse to see them.

ETs and UlraDs DO exist. They are all around us.

We work on our selves, find empowerment tools, and shift our awareness because we want CHANGE.  We want change to our personal lives, our perceptions and lifestyle, and we want to see a larger, global change in our species.

For that change to happen, there are various factors we can work on:

1. There's the original intent, what we want to see.

2. Then there is a period of processing our fears, belief blocks and disbelief at the possibility of the change. This may include any judgments we have about the current situation too.

3. After that, we release the attachment to ways in which to get the result we want to see, as well as limitations of the result (opening ourselves to "that or better" type energy).

4. We now process "blocks" that come up in real life that seem impossible to overcome.

So, I wake up this morning and find myself feeling guilty... oops what did I do???

Guilt is one of those dissonant energies that are widely promoted by the popular media, religion and cultural and social programs. BIIIG TIME. Why? because it lowers our vibration and sucks us into the victim/aggressor cycle.

My first thought was, "what did I do that's so bad to wake me up with buckets of guilt?" I spent several hours allowing the feeling of guilt to exist, express, grow... and nothing.  I had no idea why it was there, or where it came from.  I did see that it had overtones of victim/aggressor energy, and fear.

When I was a young kid, at some point I decided I wanted to experience life as a regular human being experiences it.  This was mainly because I had no grasp of why people behaved in the way they behaved, or held on to dissonant energies way past the time they were triggered.  The decision was immediately carried out, and I was able to experience many strong, human emotions, conflicts, decisions, I suffered (held on to pain past the moment of its usefulness), and so on.  But it was artificial, and even at the darkest pits of despair, I was observing, learning, knowing it was artificial.

One of the first acts I did as a kid, when I was able to "experience" being human, was to remove a personal guilt by removing the memory of what I had done/experienced from my mind. This cascaded into forgetfulness, the vail fell across my eyes. Before that, I had complete recall of every single moment in my life. I could quote from a random page of a book I had read several years earlier. After that, I couldn't remember what I had for breakfast.

Some decades later, the usefulness of "living like a human being" died off, and I stepped into my natural self once more, but with several programs still in place from the years of "being human". This means that often I don't know what a particular dissonance is about, where it comes from, or what triggered it, but have a sense of what it might be by it's "description".

Abstracted and edited from this MP3 Talk by Inelia Benz, which is ready for download.

"Today, I want to talk about how a physical action based on a solid intent, on a solid clear intent, will shift us very quickly into a more resonant timelines.

Shifting into more resonant timelines, or manifesting the world of your dreams, and also basically shifting your reality, are all very closely related if not the same thing.

I’ve talked about manifestation many times before, and the methodology that we can use to manifest things quickly in the physical universe. I’ve also talked about how to reconnect with our environment, which is also part of the same thing.

Today I want to talk about the subject in more detail and from a slightly different perspective. Once we look at the creation, or manifestation, of our reality from different perspectives, we start to get a complete view, or more holistic, more empowered view. And with that more empowered view, we are able to manifest things quicker and more easily.

Wenn du mich kennst, dann weißt du, dass ich Spaß mache :)

Wenn du zum ersten Mal von mir hörst, dann komm mit mir. Dies ist meine Webseite und du findest hier einen Platz, wo es nicht um das Ende der Welt, der Gesellschaft oder der Vernunft geht, sondern stattdessen um Ermächtigung und Inspiration … und um ziemlich viel Vernunft. Nichts von „Das ist es! Nächsten Monat endet [hier kannst du deine soziale oder globale Struktur eintragen]!“ Oder „Das ist es! Dies [trage hier ein astrologisches Datum ein] bedeutet, dass der Aufstieg nahe ist!“ … außer es ist ein Trick, um deine Aufmerksamkeit zu bekommen :)

Bevor ich mich hinsetze, um einen Artikel zu schreiben, bin ich für eine Weile still und versenke mich in geradlinige Gedankenstrukturen. Lineares Denken ist wirklich ziemlich hart für mich, aber notwendig, damit der Artikel oder die Nachricht Sinn ergibt und wirksam ist. Und damit der Text kurz genug ist, um auf einen Rutsch gelesen werden zu können.

Heute bin ich total damit gescheitert, in lineares Denken zu kommen, und das Ergebnis wird ganz schön viel länger werden als meine normalen Artikel. Was du jetzt hier liest, stammt aus verschiedenen nacheinander folgenden Blickrichtungen (ich habe es geschafft, einige genau zu bestimmen, so dass ich sie in Worte übertragen konnte) auf ein einzelnes Thema. Diese Blickwinkel (diejenigen, die ich in Gedankenform bringen konnte und von denen aus wir auf das hier behandelte Thema schauen können) scheinen nicht zusammenzuhängen, aber sie hängen zusammen. Anstatt darauf zu warten, genügend strukturiert zu denken, um auf lineare Weise schreiben zu können, habe ich mich entschieden, Euch in den Prozess selbst einzuladen, indem ich Euch um Eure Anwesenheit bitte beim „Festwerden“ von Gedanken, während sie in unserer zerhackten, linear strukturierten Wirklichkeit entstehen.

Warum ist die linear strukturierte Wirklichkeit zerhackt? Weil lineares Denken, menschliche Wörtersprache und lineare Zeit Splitter aus Beachtung sind, die hintereinander gesetzt werden, damit wir sie leichter „verdauen“ können und damit wir einen Sinn aus dem machen können, was wir erfahren, ohne dabei überwältigt zu werden. In dem Moment, indem wir ein zusammenhängendes Erlebnis oder ein Sehen bzw. Seeing in Wörter aufteilen, zerhacken wir es. Aber der Sinn davon kommt immer noch durch, und wenn wir dafür offen sind, können wir uns in das gesamte Erlebnis dieser zeitlosen und strukturlosen Wirklichkeit versenken, aus der es kam.

Also so fühlt sich die Gemeinschaft der Menschen anist der Titel dieses Artikels. Der Grund, warum ich ihn gewählt habe, ist, dass er am genauesten erklärt, was ich in der vergangenen Woche wahrgenommen und erlebt habe.

Wenn mein Leben in Gefahr ist oder jemand in meiner Umgebung kommt durch einen Angreifer/eine Angreiferin in physische oder psychische Gefahr, werde ich mich oder sie verteidigen, das steht außer Frage. Aber wenn es darum geht, meine Integrität zu verteidigen, meinen Namen, meine Arbeit, meinen Stolz oder irgendetwas anderes, werde ich einfach weggehen, selbst wenn ich davon getroffen bin.

Manchmal werde ich tatsächlich getroffen, es gibt zum Beispiel eine Gefühlsaufwallung, wenn ich mich „betrogen“ fühle von jemandem, der seine Freundschaft beteuert hatte. Oder wenn jemand hinter meinem Rücken schlecht über mich spricht, um sich bei anderen beliebt zu machen, während er so tut, als sei er mein Freund und Unterstützer. Oder wenn jemand mich im Internet bösartig attackiert (natürlich oft anonym), um sich wichtig zu fühlen oder etwas Aufmerksamkeit zu bekommen oder weil meine Kraft und mein Einfluss sie bedroht. Es regt mich manchmal auf. Doch statt auf den Ärger zu reagieren, verarbeitet ich ihn, die Enttäuschung und den Schmerz und gehe auf meinem Weg weiter.

Es ist allerdings schwer. Wenn wir negative Energie abbekommen in Form von Beleidigungen oder Attacken, zahlen wir oft einen Preis. Dieser Preis ist der Effekt, den der Angriff auf unser „kleines Selbst“ hat.

Auszug aus dem „Liebe, Sex und Seelenverwandtschaften im neuen Paradigma“ Gespräche. Als Artikel für die Veröffentlichung herausgegeben.

Das Sich - Verlieben (Falling in Love)

Über unser Sozialprogramm der Liebe und wie romantische Liebe in unserem Leben auf einem energetischen und evolutionären Level wirkt. Hier werden wir untersuchen, wie wir die Pro´s erhöhen und die Kontra´s entfernen.

Es existieren Energien und Programme rund um das Sich - Verlieben und wir alle können die positiven Seiten sehen, weil es jede Menge gute Seiten daran gibt, und wir werden in der Lage sein, sich diese anzuschauen und sie zu strukturieren. Wir können uns auch die negativen Seiten des Verliebens ansehen und wie wir diese verarbeiten, da sie alle Energiepakete sind, sie sind alles Programme.

Sogar die Worte „Falling in Love“ sprechen von einem Fall, „dem Fall“.

Man fällt in die Liebe.

Wenn man sich verliebt, schrumpft das Bewusstseins-Feld der Person auf einen kleinen Raum, sie verliert Bewusstsein, sie können an nicht viel mehr denken, als an die andere Person, oft können sie nicht gut essen oder schlafen, sind in Euphorie oder Angst, je nachdem ob die andere Person die Liebe erwidert oder nicht, und sie können Dinge nicht mehr so richtig erledigen.

Man sagt auch „Liebe macht blind“, es gibt also andere Aussagen die wirklich aufzeigen, was da eigentlich passiert.

Der EINZIGE Grund, warum wir nicht „offiziell” von unserer Regierung darüber informiert wurden, dass unsere Spezies in ständigem Kontakt mit Außerirdischen und Ultradimensionalen Wesen ist, ist MACHT. Macht über andere, Macht, etwas zu tun, Macht, neue Technologien zu besitzen und zu verkaufen. Die Gründe, warum Alien-Spezies ihre Anwesenheit den Menschen nicht allgemein bekanntgemacht haben, sind PERSÖNLICHE ANGELEGENHEITEN und unsere eigene Blindheit. Es gibt Verhaltensweisen, die ihnen und unseren Schatten-Regierungen nützen, um uns im Dunkeln zu halten. Und es ist nicht, weil die meisten von uns „einfachen Leuten“ in Panik geraten und sich umbringen würden. Nein. Es geht darum, dass wir einfaches Volk Zugang zu Technologie, Wissen und Bewusstsein hätten, die jede und jeden unaufhaltbar und unkontrollierbar machen würden. Und unsere eigene Blindheit, naja, wir weigern uns, sie zu sehen.

ETs und Ultradimensionale Wesen EXISTIEREN. Sie sind überall um uns herum.

Wir arbeiten an uns selbst, finden Werkzeuge zur Ermächtigung und verändern unser Bewusstsein, weil wir VERÄNDERUNG wollen. Wir wollen Veränderung im persönlichen Leben, unseren Wahrnehmungen und Lebensstil, und wir wollen einen größeren, globalen Wechsel für unsere Spezies.

Um diesen Wandel geschehen zu lassen, gibt es verschiedene Faktoren an denen wir arbeiten können:

Da wache ich also heute Morgen auf und merke, ich fühle mich schuldig … ups! was habe ich getan???

Schuld ist eine dieser dissonanten Energien, die von Massenmedien, Religion und Kultur und sozialen Programmen stark gefördert werden. GEWALLLTIG. Warum? Weil sie unsere Schwingung senkt und uns in den Opfer-Täter-Kreislauf hineinzieht.

Mein erster Gedanke war: „Was habe ich getan, was so schlecht ist, dass ich mit einem Eimer voller Schuld aufwache?“ Ich habe mehrere Stunden damit verbracht, dem Schuldgefühl zu erlauben zu existieren, sich auszudrücken, zu wachsen … und nichts. Keine Idee, warum es da war oder woher es kam. Ich sah aber, dass es Oberschwingungen hatte von Opfer-Täter-Energie und von Angst.

Als ich ein kleines Kind war, entschied ich mich auf einmal, dass ich das Leben erfahren wollte wie ein normaler Mensch. Das kam vor allem daher, weil ich keine Idee hatte, warum Leute sich so verhielten, wie sie sich verhielten, oder warum sie an dissonanten Energien festhielten lange über die Zeit hinaus, in der sie ausgelöst worden waren. Meine Entscheidung wurde sofort umgesetzt, und ich konnte viele starke menschliche Gefühle erleben, Konflikte, Entscheidungen, ich litt (hielt an Leiden fest, auch nachdem es keinen Nutzen mehr hatte) und so weiter. Aber es war künstlich, und selbst in den dunkelsten Momenten von Verzweiflung beobachtete, lernte und wusste ich, dass es künstlich war.

Eine meiner ersten Handlungen als Kind, als ich fähig war, Menschsein zu „erfahren“, war, ein persönliches Schuldgefühl zu entfernen, indem ich die Erinnerung an das, was ich getan/erlebt hatte, aus meinem Verstand entfernte. Daraus resultierte Vergesslichkeit, der Schleier fiel über meine Augen. Vorher konnte ich mich komplett an jeden einzelnen Moment meines Lebens erinnern. Ich konnte aus einer zufällig geöffneten Seite eines Buches zitieren, dass ich vor etlichen Jahren gelesen hatte.